The world’s tiniest bee landed on my windshield when I as waiting for the light to turn green. I could barely see its iridescent wings and miniscule antennae waving at me. Well, I imagine they were really just feeling the direction of the breeze on a pleasant, sunny autumn afternoon.
The light changed and I eased ahead, slowly getting up to the 35 mph speed limit. My new little friend held on for dear life. Around the curve, down the hill, and into the store parking lot, the tenacious little guy (or gal?) still clung tight. Then, I pulled into the parking lot, found an empty spot, and stopped the car.
I expected him to immediately fly off, glad that this harrowing experience was over. But he didn’t. He stayed glued to the windshield and bent his antennae this way and that for a few seconds. Perhaps he was testing his surroundings. Was it safe? Then, in a blink, he was gone.
Like my bee friend, I want to land on the windshield of the Almighty. I want that tenacity, and the wisdom, to stay put and ride with God wherever it is He wishes to take me. I want to trust in His protection and be delivered from any danger my own thoughts and actions, or the world’s, would carry me.
Joshua schooled the Hebrews to be wary in the new Promised Land where idol worshippers and the ungodly dwelled. He told them, “but you shall cling to the LORD your God just as you have done to this day.” (23:8)
I’m not saying the bee had faith in me, he was probably just reacting instinctually. He knew by the wind pressure on his antennae when it was safe to leave. But that makes my point. I want a faith which is so solid that it is instinctual. Often I do have that, when things are calm. But if things begin to change, the whispers of doubt try to tickle the corners of my mind. I wonder if I am in His will. Is this windshield that I have latched onto the right one? Should I bail off and try to find God’s will another way?
The answer is “cling” until He tells me I don’t have to do so anymore. May my spiritual antennae always vibrate enough to sense when I should hold on and when it is safe to let go. May I trust in the Lord fully and have the smarts to know it is not a good idea to let go and try to fly against the wind ( i.e His Will.)
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